Thursday, April 8, 2010

on self reflection...

I'd like to think that for the most part, I lead a life that I've worked hard to attain..that I've broken away from old habits, and from a past that has been known to hold me back. I'd like to think that I'm more comfortable in my own skin--and more comfortable to become the person I wish myself to be.. eloquent, well rounded, and overall better put together.. less haphazard. Okay, a lot less haphazard. BUT Being busy doesn't exactly help.. and I'm beginning to feel that my life is in need of a face lift.

I'm thinking that the school and work routine has turned me into a robot. Life has been more challenging than ever, having gone from busy to busier in less than 60 seconds. I think my procrastination only makes things worse... but it's difficult to catch my breath without procrastination. It's all a blur these days, and I have to admit that I wish that I had more time to De-stress, learn new things,discover new places, tastes, smells, invigorate the senses.. and I especially wish that I had moremade more time to be a healthier person, inside and out.

I need a change in routine.. and revisions are being made this very moment. I'm thinking that I need some time away from the monotonous-ness, and what better oppotunity than now. Spring is in the air, and I'm in the mood to take advantage of the romanticism..

some of the things that I wish that I had more time for (and will try my best to make time for): Bike rides, reading, nature walks, healthier meals, breakfast at the beach, idle time at the library, farmers markets, music shopping, thrifting, card making, cleaning, collecting random colorful objects of whimsy, blogging, going on drives, for canyons, roadtrips, thai food, holga photos, wind chimes, tea servuce for two, among many many others.

who's in?

2 comments:

  1. i am beyond in.maybe not with the cleaning,since i need to do that on my own,but everything else sounds loverly.

    i am in awe every single day of what an accomplished person you are,and how no matter what,your aura continues to be a ring of absolute coolness about you.i am honored and humbled to be your compatriot.

    however,that being said...i smirk at you for planning things behind my back!

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  2. I'm in, although my life is in need of business, it's totally stagnant, I feel you on some of those things we need. I've been trying to ride my bicycle more, it's becoming a real treat lately.

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